Dont work on your bike if your angry or depressed !!!!

[ducpainter]

Lets leave religion and religious belief out of the DMF...

K?

[oldjackbob]

Lets leave religion and religious belief out of the DMF...

K?

Um, I think Jerry was just giving everyone fair notice that he doesn't care to hear anything about how he needs to "find God".

K?   

[ducpainter]

Um, I think Jerry was just giving everyone fair notice that he doesn't care to hear anything about how he needs to "find God".

K?   

I wasn't necessarily speaking to Jerry.   

[Grampa]

FYI.... if anybody does need to find Jesus.... his letter of recommendation is over in NMC

[Howie]

FYI.... if anybody does need to find Jesus.... his letter of recommendation is over in NMC

                               
       

                                       
       
                                                                      

           
         

[jerryz]

Hi folks..

well i am medicated up to my eyeballs with Citalopram which makes me feel mellow , ruins your sex life though.  I can focus on things for a while and am doing about 3-4 hours work on the bike a day but the heat is sapping at 95f .I do not have to go back to work until mid April ..I want to go early but haveamily commitments  .S4 may  to get to go for a run if I get to finish putting back together but as   I go to UK next week for family holiday and work. Good thing is I have the M750 there which is perfect and I will collect any bits I need  for the S4 easy there .
I am not socialising at all cant face people .. just my family and a select female friend.I try to do some exercise but its not easy here if you dont want people around you.

trying to kepp chilled out

jerry

[Raux]

Hi folks..

well i am medicated up to my eyeballs with Citalopram which makes me feel mellow , ruins your sex life though.  I can focus on things for a while and am doing about 3-4 hours work on the bike a day but the heat is sapping at 95f .I do not have to go back to work until mid April ..I want to go early but haveamily commitments  .S4 may  to get to go for a run if I get to finish putting back together but as   I go to UK next week for family holiday and work. Good thing is I have the M750 there which is perfect and I will collect any bits I need  for the S4 easy there .
I am not socialising at all cant face people .. just my family and a select female friend.I try to do some exercise but its not easy here if you dont want people around you.

trying to kepp chilled out

jerry

you are socializing. with us.
bu beware socializing here can ruin your sex life too.

[Rameses]

FYI.... if anybody does need to find Jesus.... his letter of recommendation is over in NMC

Well played sir.   

[jerryz]

went for a long ride yesteday and another today , both over 150miles  bike ran OK but I did not enjoy it at all, cant relax ,feeling angry all the time .being stopped 4 times by the cops did not help even though my bike is legal they damaged the paint and an indicator and want me to produce all the documents at a police station ..its a big crackdown here ao big bikes as so many are illegal.

at home i cant communicate at all with my wife , still not speaking to any so call friends ...wish i was back at work ,was asked yesterday to go offshor but am committed to my kids holiday plans so cannot work until mid april....wish i was dead but that aint the answer.dont know what is tho.Going to the UK tommorow ,, more Bullshit its a police state u have to file a travel plan now and give the government all your credit card details or they will not let u travel.
I am so tired of everything still no ansewrs?and the medication has stopped working ,  last time that happend I nearly killed myself ,jumped off a cliff into the sea in Uk but a big wave washed me ashore where I was put in hospital by the cops .

[Raux]

is this stuff catching. cause now i'm starting to relate.

[jerryz]

I decided to go for another ride today on the S4 went down towards Ko Chang for about 200 miles , fortunately i was pissed and so actually enjoyed the ride ,I cannot love this bike unless i am half drunk its such a dog .The bike only makes sense when I have had 2or 3 beers. wish i could change it for something else.

Ho Hum Be in YUK on tuesday the M750 can be ridden stone cold sober its such ba nice bike .

jerry...hanging on a hoping for a suprise.
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[Desmostro]

I think myself and some others have been trying to say, "we've been there in our own way," you know, in bad places from time to time, and to hang in there. These things can be temporary.

You were speculating that maybe your meds are not helping.
When in comes to meds being off, it's time to get some professional help. I don't think anyone can give you advice about that from afar.
But it sounds like it's definitely time to review your program. Maybe change doctors.
It sounds like you should do that as soon as you can. It's not good being miserable and riding around drinking man. 
Good luck.

[Ddan]

Seen the movie, watched the re-run a few times.   Warren always help.

[Howie]

Jerry, I think it is time for professional help.  Drugs are one thing, self medication for depression is another.  If you can't trust your doctor time to find another.

What ever you do, my best wishes.

[jerryz]

Problem is I cannot deal with the Thai Psych doctors they are jokes  although their medical doctors are good ,and in the UK You are allocated a NHS doctor  he is a nice chap but useless and thats it unless u go private ,which i did went to the Avenue clinic where all the top people go they have the best doctors in Uk but they just raped me financially  and talked me into a deeper depression with all their cognitive bullshit.,,Thats why i dont trust them i have suffered from depression peiodically since i was 8 years old but it gets worse as i get older.
I have to do something when i get back to UK this week, but what I dont know , even when you ask for help they make you wait months for an appointment ..so most people end up killing themselves.